all alone

Sometimes it can feel like I'm all alone. All alone with no hopes, no possibilities, not even a chance of hope is evident. I will find ways to satisfy myself and help me forget my problems. Whether it be through sexuality, greed, or a desire in material items, I always find a way to satisfy the boy inside of me that cries out for a new life. A fresh start where no one will remember my past.

-the best dreams to have are the ones you know you will never achieve-

Help Me

Hello, well everyone knows life......it can really suck sometimes. Am I trying to escape these problems....maybe. Do I have guilt? Of course not. I don't have remorse for a single decision I've made, yet the thought of a new life plagues my mind. I want to apply for a new citizenship. Can Someone help me. Contact me at my email: tfuller46@yahoo.com